Just for the record

(5.5 x 365 x 2) / (24x30) = 5.5 Five and a half month! That is the time I've spent in the past five and a half years to put my kids to sleep. This is without considering two full years that I was working around the clock and my days and nights were all mixed up. Sometimes it gets into my nerves. Like tonight. I had to lay down next to my 3-years old pretending I am sleeing, for him to fall asleep. One hour later I thouht he is almost asleep so ... I got up the bed and almost crawled into the next room. Half a second later he was following me. I wanted to cry. It feels like I am hunted at times. Then we went back to the bed. I pulled the blanket over my head ready to sob! My little soft cotton hugged my neck and fell asleep. And here I am. Starting my night life. Resuming mode begins.